the end

was your trip everything you wanted?
did she give you something new?
i never realized. i wasn’t prepared
replacement came so soon

the jury’s out on who’s to blame
truth cuts deep anew
i fell apart. no brand new start
this loss the final clue

i tried my best. it’s not enough
you’ve moved on to the next
what hurts the most, i overdosed
i failed life’s biggest test